I feel so awful since the day he left me I never realized how much he means to me untill he was gone to Madison I though I liked him just as a friend but it was more than that I like him like him but it is too late now there is nothing I do will ever bring him back I love you PAUL and I will always remeber you and the day of the rain I am in love w/ the rain since that day *tears* I wish you could read this and I will tell you to read this so you know how much I truely do love you or actually i don't know how I feel about you when you are w/ me I am always happy and forget about all my problems and when you are away I feel awful well I would like to thank you for every thing that had happend xoxoxoxo.............well ok now THIS IS TO YOU BITCHES WHO GOSSIP SHIT ABOUT PPL LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE OK AND YOU KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE OK SHIT JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND PLEASE FOCUS ON UR DAMN LIFE OK THAT IS IF YOU HAVE A LIFE GEEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!